falling and flying

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i said sometimes i just want to stay in bed all day, watching t.v. by myself.
alone.
he laughed and said me too.
and I laid beside a boy that is a man who will soon be my husband.
he said talk to me,
and so I did.
my face felt raw, like opening my mouth somehow exposed the worlds that are living upstairs.
it almost felt wrong.
but then the boy that is a man who will soon be my husband saw me,
and said it's okay.
and he did not look away.
and I knew I was safe.